Red Smoke

Ten things they’ll never tell you.

  1. It’s much, much worse
    this way, like how can
    being surrounded by family and friends
    feel so god damn cruel.
  2. You’ll miss the smell
    more than the existence.
  3. It’ll get better, but hell comes first.
    And it lasts long.
    Forever.
  4. You’ll realize
    how Alice felt when she fell.
  5. Even your energy drinks
    start asking if you’re okay.
  6. And just like that last line,
    you’re EMPTY.
  7.                                                       
  8. Your heartbeat feels like that.
  9. They never stop coming. One after the other.
    All at once.
    And you fight. And fight.
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